had a bad day!!!think of the song as you read..lol

Have you ever just got frustrated with everything.. well i sure am. i have been taking some peoples gesters/saying/life personal and end up crying about them. i'm a ball of moodieness. its been a while since i've cryed about nothing. i know no one is personaly out to get me but i'm crying over split milk, is silly. I know theres a mixture of resions like this is my last full week of school till my break(finals next week and final practicals this week), i'm trying to weem off pepsi(haven't had one for 3 days there like quiting cigs for me), house(tv show) isn't playing tonight, i'm a drama queen and other silly things. I know that things could be way wrose but i just go to vent!!!

i'm angre as well. this gal at school is just a negative person.. nothing is every happy about her. she bitches about this teacher sucks and the school sucks, i got a 99% and i souldn't got the questions wronge on the test according to the books... ahhhhh.. i cant take all her negativtly. Sometime she just gets to me. i want to scream if you hate this school just FRECKN' leave.. unfortanly she is uber smart and is a good study buddy. sometimes she treats me like i'm stupid. ya i suck at gramer/spelling/other things but you don't have to point out how i'm going to struggle in this class or that. blha. i have a B advrage in a tuff school(and fast pace) and ya i don't get 100% on every test, don't mean i'm stupid. as a my favort teacher(one she hates) says your just tecncal smart.. speeking of the that teacher some student(most the book smart one..convently) are bitching about her and are trying to get her fired for some ways of teaching.. but it also the way others teach. she dose play favorts and gets snobby(thinks it a maturtly thing shes 28) sometimes but she a good teacher. okay yes i'm one of her fav. but its only because she also has learning disablitlys and understand my learning. the negative lady thinks i get specal treatment..no i don't grrr. okay i could go on and on about that stuff.

if frustrated with family and friend issues as well. it nothing big just my stupid cuz. i love my family and friends tons. i just fell we arn't as close as we use to be. there use to be a family even every weekend. plus everyone seems so far away even in there only 20 blocks away to miles and miles away. i'm paronode that they(mostly friend and family are mad at me when i know they are not) all around i'm just a moody student who is taking things way to personal. sorry for being a moop head just figard if i write some it down i can focus on my anatomy practial that is my 2nd time taking..

love ya and thanks

funny pic to light this blog

ps i'm not going to edit cuz i dont want to..lol